The Sacred Calling of Feeling Deeply

On September 10, 2025, I realized: My soul’s purpose is to feel deeply.

It seems so obvious now, yet it is perhaps the most difficult path I’ve ever walked. For years, I looked for a "mission" out there, only to realize that the compass was always pointed inward.

According to the guiding principles of a soul’s purpose, it is a way of being. It requires:

  • An Inner Calling: An internal compass that guides you toward a life of meaning. ✔️

  • Unique Expression: Bringing forth your true nature, even when it defies societal expectations. ✔️

  • Connection and Service: Contributing your unique "light" to the world through love. ✔️

  • Fulfillment: A sense of alignment that persists even in the face of challenges. ✔️

I have been living this purpose my entire life, even when I didn’t have the words for it. I could sense it, but not name it. It seemed too little.

The tools I’ve been handed to support this calling are not easy ones. I’ve been given pain, love, remembrance, integrity, honesty, and a direct connection with the Divine. Together, these tools allow me to touch - and feel - the full spectrum of the human experience.

No wonder life hurts so much. And no wonder it is filled with such breathtaking beauty.

I finally see the bigger picture. Feeling deeply isn’t about being "emotional." It is about being radically present with every feeling, decoding its message, and using that understanding to connect with others authentically. It is a transformative path that finds beauty in the shadows and offers a steady hand to others navigating their own dark nights.

Purpose isn’t something we have to go out and "find." It’s simply about recognizing the truth of who we already are.

Published on September 14, 2025, in my Newsletter

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